its 5 am and i'm not particularly sleepy so i'll post about all the stuff that's happened so far

kenjamin came to visit me a while ago. seems like a long time ago, but i think it was last weekend. lol. i miss him already. it was great to just see him and hang again. he encourages ME to work nowadays. lol. <3 he got here hella late so we woke up hella late. then went with froyo co to gypsy's and ici. it was nom nom goodness. then hung w/ aaron and brian. we ended up walking to cheeseboard for dinner. they gave us an extra pizza and free salads because we got there just as they were closing. yummmm.

then later that night we went to alumni + cabby bonding at regent place. alumni are fun :] we had to leave early because we had to wake up early because he had to hop on amtrak to get back to sb. lol. sigh. not enough time with him. for some reason we got ... emotional. lol. whenever i see such scenes in movies i always think it's stupid. i still do. but it happens. lol.

alumni froyo night was  a success! tons of alumni came for free froyo ^_^

eos! ahhh. end of the semester already! i felt so sad. first i stayed up the night before working with hc on the last newsletter and finishing up scrapbook pages. oh. and later that day bing called me to tell me that my committee gifts finally came. D: i got them trucker hats and the original plan was to get them printed with some cool hc logo and put cute pig buttons on it, but they came soooo late. sigh. i was tempted to not show them at all. but anyway on very little sleep i was late to underhill so i didnt have time to do my hair or makeup or anything. so i got dressed in the car (thanks for the dress, peggy!!). so then we get to eos. it was great to see hc there all gussied up. lol. but then we lost our table to techno. rawr. and i have to admit... the food was terrible. lol. the portions were tiny and there was no dessert! yikes. lol. when it was my turn to speak i felt like i had no words. i had a lot of emotions, but no words to express them. makes me feel bad. i want to tell everyone how wonderful hc was. and how grateful i am to have met them and to have gotten to know them better. mmmm my speaking skills are going downhill nowadays. i mix a lot of words up. instead of saying i like pink pigs i say i like pigs pink. sigh. anywho, my committee got me so many gifts!! ahhhh! i got a pig mug and pig bag and aloe drink and a wish bottle w/ lovely notes in them and a pig picture album with hc pics in it (^_^) and a nintendo ds!! ahhhh <3. today i got a stuffed pig toooo! weeee! i felt kind of bad though. i found out that they only got me the ds last minute because they thought i was hinting that i didnt want a stuffed pig D; i feel bad. i'm going to offer to return the ds again.. sigh. i love my committee though. i hope we still hang. :]

now it's saturday. my first saturday free in a long time. i chose to spend it sleeping. lol. i didnt wake up till 5PM when ken called me. lol. then i went to geoffrey's to have breakfast for dinner. yummmm. then went to joyce's because she was making a cake for michelle. then we went to michelle's for her birthday party. twas fun. i like fuzzy navels :] and now i'm back in my room watching anime and missing kenjamin. lol. tomorrow is a work day. i'm going to study my butt off. nods. <3

Mm :] I feel so happy right now. I was tricked, but I still feel happy. Hahah. I'll explain what happened...

Every Wednesday we have a work party, and people usually come to work on newsletter or scrapbook or whatevs. Nods. But yesterday, only ~4 people stayed at a time, so I was like, "wtf, where is everyone?!" i started getting emo and whatnot. So we stayed until 12, and Bing said, "Let's get some ice cream at Bear Market!" so i said, "okay! :D" then i remembered that a very reliable committee member, geoffrey, had left earlier and never came back (o__O). angela: where's geoffrey? .. he never came back. jane: .....i ate him. jane's always weird like that, so i didn't think anything of it. then when we got to unit 3, for some reason aleo was standing outside to meet us. again, i'm thinking "wtf.." then we're walking to the courtyard, and looking inside the lobby thing of unit 3, i was wondering why it was all dark. usually it's lighted up all the time. and THEN allen and melody come walking over. "wtf.. they live in unit 2." i was like "whatever, ice cream time! yeaaa! :D". HAHAHA. oh wow. that's why everyone was hesitant to go to bear market. lightbulb. angela: come on guys.. (o__O) bear market's over here *starts walking*. LOL. makes more sense now. sigh. then we get ice cream, and we go to the lobby thing of spens black, and a dark mass of people jump out to yell "surprise!!!" (o_O)-> =O -> ^_^

yayyyy :] <3

i'm going to miss retreat for aaa.. D; sigh. no ultimate bonding for angela.
this winter break is really coming to a very weird, very sad end. my mysterious rash is still itchy & i got sick a couple days ago (headache, sore throat, congestion, runny & stuffy nose). i hope this stuff clears up before school starts.
i'm going to be emo all next week though. sitting there and thinking about what they're doing at retreat at that moment D; sigh. upside: lunar new year w/ my family & not getting disowned. at least there will be yummy cookies.
tomorrow... i'm going to work on my end of the semester/happy new year/happy christmas cards for hc. i'll probably end up delivering them when i get back to berkeley, but i feel like drawing now. due to the emoness.

sidenote: arundhati roy really has an interesting style of writing. i like it.